Hey .
Ohgod , i'm not starting my post with my usual HIIIIIIIIIIIII and it feels wierd .
But ohwell . Kinda suits my mood now .
School was'nt what I expected . It was worse . (Excluding the point that Yvonne Bryan and Brandon is in my class .)
So the main point .
I miss the times when Clique was always together .
We were sharing the same classroom , recieving the same lectures , hearing the same crap the teacher was teaching , messing up the same class and just ; everything .
Okay . I'm not saying that my class is a no-good class or whatever .
I'm quite happy with how the teachers are allocated .
I've had my laughs during History , Lit , English and whatsoever .
But it wasn't how i laughed when all of us were together .
It just doesn't feel the same .

The stadium during PE was so quiet without you girls .
There were chatters here and there .
But they weren't the voices i yearned to hear so much .
I miss the period of time we played Wacko while waiting .
I miss the period of time we listened to Pyone and her gu dai stories . :}
I miss the period of time Angela Pyone Siying and I sat in a circle to listen/talk about Shuai-ge and Blue shorts .
But reality's reality . We can't do anything to change it now .

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(Now i'm going to name people with alphabets to keep them annonymous .)
Girls . We just love to gossip don't we .
But we just hate people to gossip about us .
So i asked A : " Eh , B say my friend _______ right ? And the whole group don't like us isit ?"
Then A replied : " Duh , almost everybody don't like your Clique lorh ."
I know alot of people that don't like our Clique .
But when i heard "Almost everybody" , it felt wierd , although i knew it was true .
But why ?
Is it cos' of a single person that YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW that you're disliking the whole group ?"
If that's the reason , I'm not gonna say : "Just go kill yourself or sth ."
I'm going to talk very logically now .
If it's cos' of one person that you don't know that you're disliking the whole group of us , why can't you like the whole group of us cos' of another person in our Clique ?
Like comeon manzxzxc .
Clique consists of ELEVEN PEOPLE .
And all of us are so goddamnit fucking lovable if you know us lah . (You don't have the fucking rights to deny this if you don't know ALL OF US . Hah , idiot . :B )
I think what i said up there made sense .
So use your fucking brains if you're gonna find a way to talk back to me .
Nobody wants to be hated . We just accept it cos' there isn't a way to talk to you people who don't think twice before judging people .

So currently , there is this scenario which i am stuck in .
It's quite related to this topic about i don't like you - you don't like me .
I'm stuck between the i don't like you and the you don't like me peoples .

& So I don't know what to do & I don't know how to talk to one of them about this & I don't know how should i react to this situation & I don't even know what the fuck caused this shit okay .
So I don't know anth and I don't want to mention names in this post so I've decided not to type anth related to that though I'm dying to tell someone but there's no someone there who can fully understand & I think that the person who can fully understand me is tired of listening to my nonsensical shit .

K . That's it .
Don't wanna type anymore .
Bye .